I am doing this letter backwards and beginning with the
prayer requests.
AIM Air has a high standard when it comes to the quality and
workmanship that goes into maintaining their aircraft; as well they should. A
primary component of quality maintenance is quality mechanics. For that reason,
all AIM Air pilots and mechanics go through Technical Evaluation (TE) before
being officially accepted into the ranks. A former AIM Air pilot described the
TE as more challenging than being shot at while flying over the jungles of
Africa. It is intentionally challenging
to ensure appointees are fully prepared for what’s ahead. On Sunday; 08/04/19,
I fly to North Carolina for my TE, where my skills and knowledge in aviation
maintenance will be tested and evaluated for 2 weeks. I generally enjoy taking
test (I know, one of those weird people) but there is a lot riding on this one.
I don’t like the word anxiety, but I think it appropriately describes how I’m
feeling. I ask that you intercede in prayer on my behalf; that I would cast my
worries on Him, have clear thoughts and be able to rest each night to be ready
for the next day. Pray also for Anna and the kids while I am gone. Anna will be
parenting alone and Jude and Lydia begin school the 2nd week I am
away.
Transition. It’s not just a word to move us into the next
paragraph. The coin of transition has excitement and anticipation on its face;
loss and grief on its tail. Much of the process of transitioning our family to
Africa has been exciting and filled with joy. As the opening song begins on
Lion King, Gideon shouts out, “That’s Africa, we go to Africa, We go on a
plane!” The theater was thoroughly entertained by him. However; these past few
months have also had their fair share of the latter. As we move towards
departure it becomes necessary to let go of responsibilities here, to free us
for what God has next.
Anna and I have always desired to serve God in whatever
capacities He would allow us. For our time in St. Joseph that has meant leading
a small group for Renovation Church in our home once a week, serving in
Renovate Kid City (RKC) and coordinating Renovations Serve the City Projects.
From September of 2018 to May of this year we hosted a
ReGroup (small group bible study) in our home. We met weekly sharing a meal
together, sometimes worshipping together and always studying God’s word and
discussing and sharing how to grow further in our walks with Christ. We shared
burdens, walked each other through heart-ache and supported each other in daily
life. It is always a humbling experience when God allows me to taste what the
early church was like; doing life together. Anna and I have grown and learned
from each member of our group and we have seen each of them grow as well. In
May we hosted our final ReGroup. Though it was not “goodbye” to the members of
our ReGroup family, it did bring the grief of transition into focus.
One of the greatest joys of our time at Renovation Church in
St. Joseph has been serving in RKC. Anna served in the nursery (birth – 2) and
I in the preschool room. Children’s ministry is often overlooked in church as just
childcare; but the impact it has goes far beyond freeing up parents for a
church service. Anna would tell you that nursery would not have been her first
choice in the children’s ministry; she’s not a baby person, but came to an
understanding of what it really means to the babies and their connection to the
church. When asked about why she serves in the nursery she replied, “They are
learning trust vs. Mistrust at this age. If we can begin to teach them that
they can trust us, trust the church, trust God! That is monumental!” I have
always fit right in with preschoolers; I’m at just the right maturity level. It
truly was a joy to teach the Bible story to a room of 2-5 year old’s every
Sunday. We don’t learn theology by reading a list of theological doctrines in
scripture, we learn by reading stories. Stories are an amazingly powerful tool,
that’s why Jesus taught in parables. I was able to help instill foundational
stories in these children, laying the ground work for how they will interact
with scripture, learn about Christ, and form their theology. Yes, that’s
correct, I taught theology to preschooler’s. June 23rd was our last
Sunday serving in RKC. Saying goodbye to the children we served was not
something we looked forward to. It gives us peace knowing God will bring
someone else in to fill the gap and continue to meet these children in His
timing, but that does not diminish the sadness that confronts us when we
reminisce about RKC.
We have a desire to see the body of
Christ serve. To meet practical needs as well as spiritual needs. We
coordinated Renovation’s Serve the City projects, teaming up with Pivotal Point
Transitional housing who work to end homelessness in St. Joseph. “Truly, I say
to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to
me.” ~Matthew 25:40. It was amazing at each event to see God working in the
lives of “the least” through His people.
It is exciting to look forward the God
fulfilling Anna and I desire to serve Him in Africa; a goal we have shared for
12 years, but I find myself on the other side of the coin more often in this
season. It has brought about all these words that I don’t like, pain, sadness,
anxiety, grief (yes, I’m an avoider). In scripture David set a precedence for
God centered lamenting. To lament is to feel the sadness and pain, go through
the grief and anxiety but; as so many of his psalms show us, we are to come out
the other side of the lament praising Him and remembering that He is good.